#chaeoyung x reader

[nr1chaedickrider]

It still hurts, watching her fade away.

for her, because i can't stop thinking about it. im sorry.

the cold breeze hits your face softly as you stare into the moonlight, the sand lays softly under your fingertips.

you have lost track of time, it feels like you just got here, but also you feel like you've been here forever.

jihyo sits next to you, quietly.

to think that usually she is so talkative.

she's oddly quiet though.

you both watched the sunset together - now, the sunrise isn't far away.

you usually enjoyed seeing the sunrise, you actually prefered it over the sunset.

for you, the sunset would mean being alone, in the darkness of the night.

but now, you wish the sun wouldn't rise.

you wish that the sun would be setting just now.

how can a sunrise mean the end of something?

"there's nothing i can do for us to stay together, right?" you ask, your voice breaking, and you're trying to hold back the tears.

jihyo shakes her head, softly.

"no, im sorry"

a part of you wants to beg her to try again, wants to beg her to stay.

"please don't leave me" keeps repeating in your head.

you can't even hide your tears anymore. there is no use to it.

you never thought you looked so pathetic as right now.

the tears don't stop, and it feels like you lost track of time again.

because when you open your eyes, you see the sun rising--

and you see jihyo getting up.

you look up to her.

"i love you" you whisper.

"i love you too, and im sorry" she replies, turning around and leaving.

you watch her leave, your tears just keep coming and it feels like it will never stop.

you think you never cried as much as you do now.

you hug yourself, trying to mimic her touch.

the loss of your life? - you call yourself dramatic. you don't want to think about it.

instead, you just stare at the sunrise and try to ignore the tears, even though you already feel the headache growing.